stars fading ..

Argh.

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 08:59:52 GMT

Still pissed!!!

Hahahaha. JUST LAUGH IT OFF!

I know what I'm feeling is just temporary ... like, I'm gona forget it after 5..10years, hopefully, but still. YOU IRRITATE ME!!! Your simple antics ...arggghhh. JUST SHUT UP! I want you to be deleted in my life.

Period.

God Bless you! =)

ranting...

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 11:37:13 GMT

Look who's talking oh so "professional" now ... Well, guess what, 25year old yuppies still go to "places like that" ..If you know what I mean, not a strip club, lol. but a steady place.

Example: Coffee shops aint the only steady place. Movie house --na uh. It can be the mall, or even just a park. But the thing is, not all would like that.

Compromise.

Ginagawa na nga to para may mangyari, tapos ngayon, eepal epal nalang. Haaayyy.

Ngayon nalang ulit ako naasar ng ganito. Haha. Shallow?

"Damn you, should've not included you, but then again, it wll be an issue"

Hahaha.

Sana hindi ka nalang pwede sa event na yun :D ...BMode: ON!

Sureal.

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 05:40:31 GMT

I'm feeling home sick at home! Seriously. Haaaayyyyy.

I can't believe I wrote all those written on my previous entry! But yeah, I want to live in New York .. FOREVER. Haha. But the weird thing is, I want tmy family with me, but obviously, I should learn how to move on. Sigh. Reality.

I left my heart in New York.

Wed, 25 Nov 2009 03:29:07 GMT

Cliche as it may sound, but what Im feeling is real.

While laying on my bed last night, I was thinking of emmigrating to New York City, not soon, but I hope I can do it. I know I can. Im only 21, still young, has a lot of adventures and mishaps. I know all about the recession and all, its hard, yes, but once I've established my life there, I know it wll be a good start and easy to live in the future.

my Tita told me [two weeks before I left] that I should've sent my resume to different companies that has benefits that will process my papers. err, if she should've told me that earlier, then I did pass my resume to those "companies". too bad!

What to do? Wait for my boyfriend to get his citizenship? Of course NOT! I want to do it on my own, although it will be A LOT easier if that's what im going to do. But of course, I would'nt want that.

nonesense.

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:10:57 GMT

I am so bored sa life!!!

I wana do something.... worth living for ....

I wana earn my own money!!!

...Although busy rin ako ng konti cause I'm doing my school's HS yearbook [not my batch]. Just helping around, pero gusto ko maging busy sa talagang GUSTO KONG GAWIN!!! Waaaahhh! Nakaka walang gana na ang ganitong WALANG GINAGAWA!!!

Tapos sabi sabi pa na we'll work things out.. wala naman.

MAJOR LOL.

I miss the coldness.

Siguro, if my whole family went with me in States, mas FUN ang mga nangyari. Though mostly family time and no meeting with friends [and clubbing] siguro. HAHAHAHA.

Can't get over it! Like what I've said earlier to a friend, I need closure, by seeing the evidence. LOL.

That (person) from that (place)

Wed, 18 Nov 2009 07:57:29 GMT

If you love someone, set him free but if you have to stalk him, he probably wasn't meant for you in the first place ---Mary from All About Steve

Oh gosh, this suites me now ... I mean the quote. Sobrang bagay lang. HAHAHA.

Elise --umaasa sa wala. Bakit kasi kung kelan huli, saka lang mangyayari? Errr, masiyadong pinapalaki, hindi naman dapat!!!! Sabi nga ng *someone* "natamaan ka ata e..." E HINDI NGA DAPAT PALAKIHIN. Wahahaha.

Look who's home ... :)

Wed, 18 Nov 2009 07:49:31 GMT

Finally Melrose Place Ep10 is out ... But too bad, i'll be watching it on Youtube every Wednesday rather than Tuesday's on CW :( ...because I'M HOME! Boo. LOL.

I want to watch GG episodes 9 [cause I missed it last Monday cause I met with a friend in Queens that time!] and 10 [bec ... I'M HERE IN PINAS ALREADY AND IT'S SOOO HARD TO LOOK FOR AN ONLINE EPISODE!] Hehe :)

The weather here is crazzzyyy HOT! Thank God for A/C's. Teehee :)

Had a make over bonding with mommy on Monday. Had a cleaning + foot spa at CANS in Pergola. I missed Pergola ...and CLEANING, of course! LOL. Then after, kwento kwento parin at Kopi Roti. After that, nag Ruins for a while, bought some DVD's, horaay for that too, then home. Grabe lang sa jet lag! Nag bonding kami ni Ate until 4am! Kwentuhan also lang outside the house. Haayyy...

May pros and cons din siyempre ang pag balik ko. I need to look for a job. WELL, Hindi naman kasi ako nag sstop sa pag hanap kaso parang ayaw talaga n companies sakin :( Haha. Bwiset e! Gusto ko na mag trabaho, please lang!!! :(

Change topic, ayoko na pag usapan ang trabaho!!! On the lighter note ... I had a movie marathon this morning: All About Steve, The Ugly Truth and UP! More dvd's to buy in Ruins! Haha.

I'm sleepyyy... when will this jet lag end??? :|

schimizzle

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 08:21:27 GMT

Japaannn....IM BACK AT THE INTERNET ACCESS KIOSK THING here in Narita Airport.

Oh my Gosh, THANK YOU, TYLENOL PM! hahaha. I shall make pabili more!! :D

10 minutes left.

Philippines, SEE YOU IN, FIVE HOURS!!! =)

Tomorrow's gona be a pampering day with mommy dear, UBE time :D

YEYYY. PACQUIAO WON!!!

<< 2nd week of November rewind

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 04:23:13 GMT

November 7: Atlantic City. Outlet!!! ABSOULT VODKA at night --and GOT DRUNK. fcukthat!

November 8: Hangover. Mass. Lunch at Perkins! --Huge serving! Haha. Delicious Orchard --Country vibe. Hoboken, NJ --for the lovely view! Dinner at Illusions --Meehawken (spell?)

November 9: Three hours in Century 21 with cousins. Killed time at FIT dorm for two hours. Met with a friend in the largest Macy's. Subway to Queen's. Dinner at Sri Pra Phai. Adventure going home. Walked along NYC at 11pm --ALONE. Rode the NJ Transit [PENN STATION TO HAZLET --$11! expensive!] Got home at 12:30am :P

November 10: Minor shopping. Commons at Holmdel

November 11: MAJOR SHOPPING!!! Last minute shopping at Freehold, Mall!!! Grabe lang, my tita bought whatever stuff that I like! Haha. She even told me not to be shy, PERO WALA RIN E, NAHIYA RIN AKO. Hahaha.

November 12: Webster Hall at night. PARTEEEEYYYY. I finally experienced clubbing in New York City! FFFFUUUNNNN. If it only happened ealier and IF THE CROWD WEREN'T 90% BLACK PEOPLE. Im no racist, it's just that ...some of them are scary!!! Haha. Left the club at around 4. Took a cab going to Penn Station. Rode the 5:30am train. Got home at almost 7am ;) WATTANEXPERIENCE!

November 13: LAST! :( Celebrated my cousin's 16th birthday/my despedida. Drink drink drink!!!

Why is it so hard to say goodbye eventhough you didn't like it in the first place?! Do you get what I'm saying? My first two weeks was hard, but that last two weeks were harder :|

New Yooorrrk, conrete jungle where dreams are made of!!

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 11:09:21 GMT

..there's nothing you can't do!!!!!

I kent beleb et!

We actually went to the Yankees Parade in New York!!! We were supposed to go to Cape May in South Jersey, but change of plans :D WWEEE, SO HAPPPYY! Eventhough I dont know anything about Baseball! Just the NY Vibe that is actually making me giddy! LOL!

Bad thing, the city was too crowded! I mean, the route of the parade! But still, I WAS ACTUALLY THERE!!!!!!!!!!! :D Once in a lifetime noh! Bakit papalampasin!? Diba!

After the parade, we had lunch at Chinatown, the famous, MEH LI WAH! or MAY LA WAY, as how Filipinos call it. LOL.

I was in Manhattan also yesterday with my cousin, tamang trip lang. Had two FroYo stops again: Eskimix and Phileo Yogurt. Wee, kakailig. Haha, kasi its in Bleecker! Oh how I love Greenwich Village :D

Then my tito and tita picked us up, then dropped off my cousin first at his dorm, after that, we met up with my tita/tito/s friend and had dinner at this not so popular resto/pub, M&G, but the food was hella-good! Owned by a Mexican and Irish dudes. LOL. We were supposed to have dinner at Babbo, Mario Batali owns this, but since it is owned by a well-known chef, obviously there are a lot of people and the waiting time is like an hour and a half! Wow naman diba! So nag lakad lakad pa kami at nag hanap, nahanap naman namin yung OTTO, owned by Batali also, AT SIYEMPRE, GANON DIN ANG HINTAY! Grabe lang. Ayun, kaya kami napadpad sa M&G. Pero heaven ang stuffed mushroom nila! To die for! Hihi, oh how I love food :D

After dinner, nag road trip pa ng konti. Manhattan and Brooklyn Bridge plus konting ikot sa Walstreet ...and the rest I forgot kasi mejo lang past 12am na yun and we got home at almost 2am na.

Haayy. BASTA I LOVE THIS DAY!! Go Yankees! 27th win beybe! Lol, as if may alam sa baseball 2x :))